I promise, i'm not dead!!! my computer cord fucked up, so i don't have steady internet access right now... i'm gonna get it replaced as soon as i can, but it might be a while... sorry, guys..... 

ooh, yay, video games! =^.^=

my two favorites are psychonauts and Raving Rabbids... i like Animal Crossing, too...
and i usually like rpgs, but i'm not really into final fantasy.
DDR and guitar hero are fun, too. also anything you can play with friends is great. and anything with lots of mini-games, like Mario Party and Warioware, because i'm A.D.D. and lose interest easily if things get too routine :P

kks, so i have decent, non-dial-up internets for the next few days, so i can be a bit more active :)

My 17th birthday was on the 27th, and my Marauders and me are having a party tomorrow (well... *looks at clock* today, technically...)
it's gonna be so much fun, i can't wait :D :D :D

i haven't seen any of them in 3 months (NOT an exaggeration, siriusly), and it's gonna be great catching up :3

i've missed them so much---!!

sorry, i'm babbling, aren't I?
well, it's not as though anyone even really reads my journals, so i don't see how it matters :P



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i have enough friends on here now to do the LJ friend meme things, so...

-A tablet for my computer
-A new copy of GoF (it's the only one i'm missing)
-Mario Party DS
-the Paper Mario game for the wii ((it's already out, right?))
-Remus... just kidding ^^; (if only...)
-A steady mode of transportation so i can go back to my old school with my Marauders
-Explosives. lots and lots of explosives.
-a cure-all for writer's block :P

i really should be working on my request pics or some of the 210 challenge pics that i need to do, but i can't really find the motivation.

well, i mean, i am doing my requests, cuz people are expecting me to do them, but... i dunno. i haven't been feeling too confident in my art skills recently, is what it boils down to. i want to get better, and i try to, i really do, but it just seems that i've been at the same skill level forever now.
and i know i've improved... i looked at some of the stuff i did while i was in Elkins... and i've definitely improved, but i don't feel like... i don't even know. i guess i'm just feeling talentless, because i've been looking at all the really good artists here and on DA, and i guess that just put me into emo-mode...

i don't like being emo. it annoys me. it really does.

i'm a hell of a lot better than a lot of people i know... and i might be better if i wasn't so bloody A.D.D, and if i could actually really concentrate on my art, instead of getting distracted halfway through, or just getting in a rush to color and post my stuff. i refuse to take any ADD medicine, though.
brain-eating zombies are cool. Medicated zombies aren't.

wow... just saying the random line about zombies made me at least a bit happier :3

ANOTHER bloody challenge for me :P

10_themes  , HP fandom, Remus/Sirius pairing, table 6

ANOTHER bloody challenge for me :P

10_themes  , HP fandom, Remus/Sirius pairing, table 6

For my hp_fanart community.

Title: I hate Everything about you
Characters: Snape/Sirius
Rating: G
Media: pen and PS7 ((pretty much all i use anymore))
Notes: I really love that song...

( Why do I love you? )

Okay, well, guess what? i don't know when to quit, so i'm accepting ANOTHER bloody challenge!
i'm such a Harry Potter Geek, though, that i'll probably get something accomplished with this one... i hope.
i joined the
hp_art100 community, and i'm doing Remus/Sirius on the General table :)



( 100 wolfstar prompts under the cut :) )

this has been a... a weird day for me. yeah, let's go with that word.

you see, today (well, technically now, yesterday) is exactly three months since i last saw my Marauders.
i've been really weird all day. like, not really depressed, but not happy, either. just sort of blank, if that makes sense...

I miss them.
I miss Claws' random bouts of rage.
I miss Nova's nonstop x-men references.
i miss chasing our makeshift Snitch down almost-empty hallways while the kids who stayed after school for  tutoring, detention, whatever-- looked out the classroom door and stared at us.
i miss the morning bus rides where Nova would bring us chicken strips or a quesidilla or some other unhealthy food that people don't normally have for breakfast.
i miss our spot near the one column in the back of the cafetierea where we sat at breakfast every morning and drooled over the Malfoy kid who always sat at the other end of the table.
I miss Claws and me lighting random stuff on fire.
I miss dripping superglue on the floors and doors and stair rails and watching people get stuck on them.
I miss bothering Mr. Gnatuk and watching him go all spazzy.
I miss them all so much... part of me actually wants to crawl into bed and cry for the next few hours...

Bloody sodding Hell, i'm bored.

it seems that the only interesting thing happening to me this month is gonna be Mine, Nova, and Blackie's party on the 29th...
the party's gonna be awesome, but i just wish more cool stuff would happen to me. i live in the middle of nowhere, i'm not in real school, so there's no one to talk to, or any distraction at all from the crushing boredom that is my life...

it's not even really that i want something epic to happen, honestly... i'd be so happy with just a change of scenery right now.
it's enough to make me want to impale myself on a spork so i could leave the house to go to the hospital...

75 things about me under the cut.

i love stuff like this :)

Okay, this is my first time posting on this account... i had another one back in the day, but i can't remember what it was called ^^;

either way, i still feel like a scared little n00b again... i hope i can get some friends... that would be great...

but, then again, ANYTHING would be great when you're living in the middle of scenic Nowhere.

I'm not gonna be writing much tonight, cuz my internet hates me and runs so bloody slow, but tomorrow, i'll write more (if i don't get grounded in the meantime.) prolly join a few communities, too...

anyways, i was just breaking in the new account (and for the first time ever, i like my screen name ((i originally wanted to be disco_lemonade, but it was taken. typical.)) )

i'm gonna get woken up in a couple hours by my sister jumping on me, so i'd better sleep while i can.


------Patches